Did you ever...?

Did you ever feel like you just wanna be alone? Like you sick of all the things that you've been through? Or like there are so many things you must to do and do it again and again and again? Or like you really want to be somewhere else crowd but with no people that you know? 

"Yes, I did."

It's okay to have some feelings like that. All of us need some time for ourselves. Many people have same activities to do and they just doing that all over again. In easy case, they get bored. In hard case, they gone mad. In other case, they forgot other important things and just do whatever they want to disappearing those feelings. 

Maybe you can have some time for yourself, like once a month or two, it's not often. If you do that in short time, like once a week or twice, or more, you will get used to it and forget other things. And you will be a person who always want time for yourself. It's not good. Because you will just think of yourself and will be a selfish person. And in the end, your family and friends will don't like your attitude and they will think you've changed. And then, you will be a really lonely person.

Yes, I have been through those. My friends asked me why, and at that time, I didn't know what happen to myself, they kept telling me that I've changed. Then I even lied. To my friends, and my parents. Yes, I am sorry. Very sorry. My parents were upset because of me. My friends were upset too. But thanks to them, they talked to me, lead me to the right way, reminded me of what's important, and always said be honest. That is the most important thing. And now I'm trying to be a better person, because I don't want to let my family and my friends down, and I don't want to be bad, to be selfish, and I don't want to be alone.

Just remember, you are not alone in this world, don't ever want to be alone.